Black

black
red
black
heartbeat
breathe
exhale
black
heartbeat
I feel
a disturbance
an emptiness
a hole
heartbeat
I feel
nothing
scent of sweat
in the air
scent of sex
lingering in my nostrils
scent of
something
indescribable
I feel
I can not feel
heartbeat
senses flare
awakened
by memory
sound
of grunting
fury
heartbeat
touch of skin
upon skin
hard metal
scraping flesh
taste of saliva
warm
blood
metallic
heartbeat
I feel
something
heartbeat
pounding
in my ears
pounding
inside
pounding
heartbeat
black
red
heartbeat
blackout